Latest vlog - jobs are stupid and it shouldn’t be this hard.
This is a BIG freakout.
My interview is tomorrow for the job where my former roommate works. And everything is working against me tonight.
*I needed to print out my resume, but Willa chewed up my printer cord a few days ago. I had another, but it didn’t fit in the printer, so I had to email it to a friend to print for me.
* I spent a very long time trying to do something nice with my fingernails before I finally gave up after multiple failed attempts and just painted them a solid color, and I’ve already scuffed them up.
* I burned a hole in my comforter trying to iron my outfit for the interview.
* I had to put Willa in her cage for a timeout because, no matter how many toys I buy her, she still prefers to chew on the furniture. And that always makes me wanna cry.
*Just by chance, I checked on my student loan account, and found out I’m so delinquent that I’m apparently about to default (at 63 days? That’s bullshit), but I don’t even have enough money to make one month’s payment.
*Oh, and did I mention my car insurance and cable bill are also overdue?
*Even if I get the job (WHEN, WHEN I get the job - power of positive thinking, right?), I’ll be broke as a joke until I get my first paycheck, which will most likely not be until three weeks in because of when my first day would fall in the week. So, I’m looking at at least like six more weeks of barely getting by.
(If you knew your server was facing this kind of thing, you’d tip more, right? Tell me you’d tip more.)
This interview just has to go amazing tomorrow after the crap day I’ve had. Things can only look up…right?
If I don’t get this job I am absolutely screwed.
I think part of the reason I get so little accomplished is because I sit in bed while I’m doing anything on the computer. That is the blessing and the curse of owning a laptop.
So I cleaned off my desk, and I’m sitting at it in an attempt to be more productive.
I’m also picking ten prompts from one of my favorite Tumblrs: Yeah Write! and forcing myself to write a short story about each of them.
If I am successful (or make any kind of progress at all), I will post the stories here.
We’ll see…
